Why do I always get jealous with something that is not even mine. I just couldn't handle myself. I hate myself for still loving you and hoping that we could be back together like the old us. I hate myself for still waiting for you even we already broke up about 6 months. I always wanted to have a nice and deep conversation with you about our love story and continue it until one of us fall asleep with phone in our hand and smile on our face. I just, hate that I love you so much. I miss you.