Nur Aqilah Natasha.
21 years old.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

Wednesday, July 15, 4:17 am

Why do I always get jealous with something that is not even mine. I just couldn't handle myself. I hate myself for still loving you and hoping that we could be back together like the old us. I hate myself for still waiting for you even we already broke up about 6 months. I always wanted to have a nice and deep conversation with you about our love story and continue it until one of us fall asleep with phone in our hand and smile on our face. I just, hate that I love you so much. I miss you.